no air

if only you could see the impact you’ve had on my life even with you gone, everyday i’m affected infected with hurt and heartbreak it’s like you tied a weight to my leg and threw me off deck you sweetly kissed a goodbye to my forehead as you removed the knife from my back and…

a bed full of tears

how can you leave me broken crying so much i feel as though i can’t breathe who would’ve known i could love someone so much you held onto me when you knew you wanted to let me go you let me love you let me give all of myself to you with the intentions of…

what was and what is now

i long for you but you’re gone a distant memory but it feels like just yesterday you were here your lips pressed against mine your eyes staring into mine in admiration my head on your chest laying in a peaceful quiet as i listen to your heart beating in your chest an unforgettable rhythm your…

gold rose

A gold rose is shiny and cold Frozen in beauty, stunned in her growth Stiff in her posture, unable to slouch Torn from her roots, her home in the ground Displayed in a window, she watches them stare She dreams to be free, breathing the fresh air They gaze in awe at the beauty she…

shell

i’m living in a shell of a house sometimes i think the neighbors can hear my shouts the walls are made of paper, as thin as my patience i’m trapped in this cage, no hope of escaping police sirens roar and dogs beg for love the street is worn down; the sky’s grey above the…

the endless road

I’m lost and left wandering through the endless streets of my mind Sleep escapes me every night at the thought of what I might find What’s hidden under the smiles and hard fronts of a fence I’ve perfected on the outside I’ve risen above the monstrous waves of the pain that you left behind Gulped…

the oozing of my heart and mind

I know I have a beautiful soul. I know because I hold undeniable love inside of me. I know because when I look up at the night sky sprinkled with bright stars millions of miles away, my soul burns with a fire of connection. I feel free. I feel as though I could do anything…

letting go

continuing a facade of normalcy my tears have seemed to dry but my heart is still in agony longing for you but my brain is saying: stay away it’s going to be okay… our lungs will help you breath and time will heal the pain – thank you for reading ❤️ M